Life..

Back To The Past..Captured By Me.

Lately I've been thinking alot. Thinking alot on my past, my present and my future.. So many questions are in my head and so many things to do in my life, what am i suppose to do now? I'm quite lost in my own world now.. somebody or anybody please guide me or give me a signal.. God help me find a path which leads me out of these problems.. Please Help Me..

Thinking about my past hurts me alot, lately I've been thinking about my own life, love, my past relationships and whatever shit things I've done before. I'm really regretting it alot right now..

My Life/Past

Well I've been living my life for the past 17 cum 18 years already.. I'm feeling like a "BIG LOSER" in the family.. whatever things I've done or I've failed to do always fails me and bring me down to the bottom of the earth.. Why is this happening to me? Nothing right is going right for me.. take two examples.. 1) In football i suck.. I'm already trying very hard.. why am i still that bad? 2)In Education I'm gone with it, i really regret not studying already.. but why am i still so dumb? God Please Help Me..

Love/Past

There's this very person in my head which gave me the most memorable time of my life.. I will not name this person here, cos she has a boyfriend for 5months already.. Ever since I've met her, she's change my life, we were never together but it was so memorable.. Thank You (That Very Person) If i could turn back time i would be more courageous and open out my heart to you girl.. i really regret at that time for not telling you that i love you.. oh well past is past i cant have the power to turn back time, i really hope you and him last long alright? take care and oh almost forgot.. happy 18Th birthday to you :D I guess I've to let you go now..

I hope everything will be alright soon, God Please Help Me On The Way..