Why Am I So Unhappy ?

How I Wish My Life Was So Beautiful & Simple..

Almost everybody says that I'm nice , I'm nice , I'M NICE..

What the hell is wrong with all of you ? Am i really that nice for you to bully ?
If I'm not being nice to you people , you think I'm a stone with no feelings

If I'm nice to you guys , you take advantage of my good points and hammer it!

WHAT THE FUCK ? i wish i didn't have feelings to care about anything.. it kills me inside!

Why do i always have this feeling ? its freaking unbearable.. i cant do anything..

Why is the world so bad on me ? Why is HE not helping me up there ?

I hate myself for being soft-hearted.. i really hate it..

When things started off well.. i felt happy & great.. why must it all end so fast ?

Why must all the things happen so fast ? all at the same time.. Why ? Why ? Why ?

Everybody is entitled to happiness.. why am i not happy ? Why do i always have to put on a fake smile ? Happiness you have to earn yourself.. I'm already trying my best already.. but i really cant.. What can i do now ? Somebody PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE give me an answer..