Cooking Is Passion

Thinking..

2009-08-26T23:37:00.003+08:00

My Lovely Girlfriend!

I've been thinking lately, why do we always have to quarrel over small things? why are there always problems between us? i realise..

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It was because of my jealously and stupidity..

I just wanna apologise to you and myself for us have a hard time this month, I'm really sorry baby.. things will turn out find ASAP! i promise!

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Hope We Can Get Back On Track Like We First Met!

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I love You Jocelyn Baby

XOXO!

Overdue Photos

2009-08-26T23:14:00.010+08:00

2 AUGUST 2009

Baby's 18th Birthday!

I Know I Look Like A Monkey..

She Took This! Damn Cool!

Learn From The Best!

Lost A Finger? Haha!

LUGE!

More Coming Up Soon!

Just An Update..

2009-08-26T21:54:00.020+08:00

NATIONAL USA TURKEY COMPETITION

22 AUGUST 2009
Terrine Of Tomato

Turkey Kebab

Turkey Roulade

The Fat Chef's

Judges

23 AUGUST 2009

Just Model For Blogshop..

Happy Birthday Jocelyn Jayla Baby!

2009-08-01T01:15:00.002+08:00

2 Important Post!

2009-07-30T01:39:00.003+08:00

Deary Drew This On my Thumb!I Prefer This!
Okay, gonna make this post short and sweet!
2 important post!
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Firstly! VERY IMPORTANT!
Gonna take leave on Sunday, due to special reasons :)
MY BABY'S 18Th BIRTHDAY! CELEBRATING IT WITH HER!
Still thinking of alot of stuffs..
Haha! I LOVE YOU BABY! SEEING YOU ON SUNDAY!
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Secondly
I've Participated In A National Competition Called "USA TURKEY CHALLENGE"
Well Having Stress Thinking About It Now..! FUCK!
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I LOVE JOCELYN JAYLA !
NIGHTS PEEPS!

Shit Happens!

2009-07-30T01:25:00.005+08:00

Shit Happens When You Don't Pay Attention At Work!

Well finally I'm able to use the com to blog this shit out!

Currently my thumb is not in use due to a bad cut and stupid things!

Here are the pictures! kindly took them to show you guys!

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My Thumb With The Skin Off + Deep Cut!

Met baby and she took a picture of me!
Smile for the camera

Baby drew Mr. Smiley!

Awesome!

Love This Picture!

My Sweet Girlfriend, Jocelyn Jayla :)

2009-07-25T02:21:00.004+08:00

Today my Baby is being such a sweetie pie!

Let's start with, I'm on medical leave for 2 days off work due to my careless-ness in the kitchen.. I've cut my THUMB!

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So! i slept the whole morning and afternoon cos i came home late last night due to late night supper!

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BABY!

Baby Jocelyn is being so sweet! she actually surprise me surprising me at my doorstep with "EGG MAYO BREAD" awwww! isn't that the sweetest thing! I LOVE YOU JOCELYN JAYLA BABY!

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One last thing, i would like to thank her for doing my new blog skin and everything baby! i owe you one!

The Change In Me

2009-07-20T22:31:00.052+08:00

Decided to post something that i find different in myself :)

Found alot of old photos and new photos.

So please do look at them and see the change in me

Hairstyle, Look!

THIS YEAR 2009!

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NEW LOOK!

Found Myself A Hot Girlfriend :)
I Love Her!
KL Trip With Her :)
Engagement

Jean Danker Look Alike

Lovely Couple!

Jurong Library

Dreaming!

I Love Her!

Riding In School :P

School Event

Playful In School

PCK Wannabe!

Ah Beng - JACKSON

Lo Hei Dinner 2009!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Now The Old Me.. In 2008
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Total Difference At The End Of The Year In 2008..

Hip-Hop

Fake..

Change Started..

Work Life..

FAT LIKE HAMSTERS!

Emo Head..

Long Hair..

Dad & Me

China - Beijing

My Very First Suit :)

First Started Photography..

ABC Look Alike

When Skinny's & Botak Was In Fashion..

END!

Overdue Webcam Pictures

2009-07-16T21:46:00.007+08:00

I'm kinda bored right now, was suppose to meet baby after work..

but plan was not expected.. changed..

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Still Waiting For Her Now..

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So now lying on my bed and i found some overdue photos in my computer..

decided to post it up since its quite funny :)

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Here Are The Overdue Photos

At Mama's Place

That's Mama!

Puppy Eyes!

She Chose This Shirt For Me! SWEET!

My Goatee Days..

OUCH!

Haven Been Blogging!

2009-07-10T16:35:00.004+08:00

The Photographer!The Babe Model!
I've not been updating my blog for quite some time.
Due to my internship and busy-ness outside
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R/S: Everything is starting to be fine with us, I'm really happy to be with her now. She gives me this special feeling that no one has ever given me before, I've really learn to appreciate it even more, she also pushes me to work my ass off for my future, Just wanna tell you baby.. I've really appreciate what you've done for me and I LOVE YOU! Thank you..
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Work : well I've been working for my internship for 3 weeks straight already
was kinda sick of work, cos everyday we have to face
the same people and the environment.
but under the advice of my family, girlfriend and friends around me made me carry on with my work and push myself, i must keep working hard now!
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People: Guys I Will Update Soon, Wait For My Next Off Day!
Take care, Bye :)

Home Studio Photoshoot Pictures!

2009-06-21T01:37:00.021+08:00

Okay First Up..

Finally Started Something New In My Life. (Photography)

Setup First Very Own Home Studio For My Own Picture Pleasure..

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If You Need Any Photos, Please Don't Hesitate To Email Me Or Text Me

Email : babyhow1991@hotmail.com

I Might Have A Make-Up Artist If You Wish To Have One.

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Enough Of Talking, I Know Its Boring To Read Alot..

So Here Are The Photos From My Photo shoot!

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This Is Me

Marcus Damien

The Photographer

Helping Out My Girlfriend With Her Blog shop..

SO! Here Are My Photos From My Photo shoot!

ENJOY!

Orange Juice Ad!
Love This Effect!

Absolutely Hot!

My Ray Ban Shades =)

Ballet Dancer

DJ Wee!

Wanna Piece Of Me?

And.. That's About It

There Will Be More Pictures Coming Up On My Photo Blog At

Photo Blog : http://d-style-photography.blogspot.com

Please Do Visit For New Updates!

Email Me For Any Enquires!

Thank You For Visiting!

KL Photos!

2009-06-19T21:34:00.011+08:00

KL Photos! Not All! LAZY!

My Hot Girlfriend!

I Was Helping Them To Take This Photo.. So Wasn't In..

NASRIN FC!

2009-06-03T23:20:00.002+08:00

Nasrin Football Club Members

From Back Row, Left To Right

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Nul Hakim (Captain) , Luthfi Bin Abdul Rahman, Syed Ali,

Marcus Damien How, Shafig Maricar, Ahzami, Muhammad Imran, Yusuff Shah

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Bottom Row, Left To Right

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Barat, Rudee Trueno, Sadha Siva, Harrifin, Mohamed Hafez,

M Ridhwan D Shahirah, Izhar Muhammad, Derek Ong.

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Some Teamates Were Not There..

Total There Are 16 Players.

Class Bikers

2009-06-03T22:43:00.010+08:00

Check It Out!

I Was On The Bike Taking This Picture!

CLASS BIKERS!

There's More! But Not Here..

Last Day Of School..

2009-06-03T21:49:00.006+08:00

This Class Will Always Be Remembered..Fun Is The Word For Us..
The Crazy's

Lu Rilek Sua..

Not Forgetting Our Class Joker

Thank You for such a memory in my life,

i've really appericate this 1 year and 6 months with you guys

i've learn alot from most of you guys.

Really THANK YOU CLASS CL!

MEET UP SOON! I MISS YOU GUYS!

CLASS LOVE!

Visited Baby's Work Place..

2009-05-31T21:41:00.003+08:00

Honey Adores Me!Woke up late like a pig! have totally nothing to do for the whole day!

NO PLANS! on a Saturday man! SATURDAY!

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So text baby, then she ask if i wanna go down and see her,

since i have nothing to do

so had my bread and dumpling before i go down
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Went down there, didn't walk into her shop cos she was super busy!

i just realise a small shop like hers could also be very busy every single minute!

so waited down there for 15minutes and kept looking at her..

until i messaged her, she looked outside and saw me!

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Kept bullying me! hahaha always do.. hahaha!

even her friends also said that she's bullying me all the time!

then baby accompanied me to buy bubble tea and i left for dinner with parents..

I MISS HER!

Chicken Rice Day!

2009-05-31T21:16:00.003+08:00

Sweet!

Jocelyn Jayla & Marcus Damien

The Chicken Rice Stall!
Baby!

Had an event in school that particular day, but I'm still sweet enough

to go down and pick baby from school and hang out!

Went to town with Fxza and chilled with her friends and The Cathy, Starbucks

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Baby and i left to meet Gen & Derek and hunt for food around.

So ate at my favourite TAU HUAY place at Selige! (no idea how to spell)

sadly didn't have TAU HUAY there! cos way too full!

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Then we went to find Fxza cos her friends left already..

so we continued walking all the way until Gen & Derek left..

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So Fxza, Baby and i went to sit down outside Plaza Sing and slack..

Waited for Daryl to come, joked around and baby and i went back.

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Didn't send baby back cos if i did, i cannot come back home.. SO SAD!

den waited for her text message and drank baileys..

SLEPT!

A Day Out!

2009-05-31T20:57:00.005+08:00

Day Out With Baby..

Candid Picture..

Us At The Library.
At My Place.
Met baby after her exam on Wednesday.
Being a sweet boyfriend, went to her school and waited outside for her..
So we headed down to Jurong point with
Daryl, Fxza & Belle

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Had MacDonald's for dinner and waited for Mash, Fxza's Boyfriend/Fling.
After dinner went to stroll around and slack the library..
Played TRUTH OR DARE! can you believe it?
then off to this park and slack till late.
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Baby and i left early cause Gen & Derek wanna have supper
At Tanjong Pagar Train Station, RAMILY BURGER! SOLID!
After to supper went back to Gen's place to watch a movie..
TICKLE BELL! hahaha always fell asleep..
Send baby back and doze off.. haha! TIRED!

QUIZ FROM BABY!

2009-05-26T02:22:00.003+08:00

1.Besides Your Lips, Where Is The Favourite Spot To Get Kissed?
Cheeks! Neck!
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2.How Did You Feel When You Woke Up This Morning?
DARN! Awhile More Lah!!! Fuck Man! Got Interview!
Anyway Meeting Baby! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
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3.Who Was The Last Person/People You Took Photo With?
Jocelyn Baby!
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4.Would You Consider Yourself Spoiled?
No, I'm Independent.
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5.Will You Ever Donate Blood?
No.. Scared! Haha Hate Needles!
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6.Have You Ever Had A Best Friend Of The Opposite Sex?
Yup. Why?
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7.Do You Want Someone To Be Dead?
Yes? No? Maybe?
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8.What Does Your Last Text Message Say?
R U Online? = )
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9.What Are You Thinking Right Now?
Hugging Her Like Pillow And Sleep!
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10.Do You Want Someone To Be With You Right Now?
Obviously Definitely Yes! You Know Who..
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11.What Was The Time You Went To Bed Last Night?
4am, Cant Sleep.. MISS HER TOO MUCH! And Cause Of This Interview Shit!
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12.Where Did You Buy The Tee You Are Wearing Now?
Taka, Renoma Singlet :D Its COMFORTABLE!
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13.Is Someone On Your Mind Right Now?
YES! You Know Who..
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14.Who Was The Last Person(s) Who Text You?
Jocelyn Honeyy :D
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4 Lucky Person to do this quiz:
Cassandra
Joey
Ray
Kian Ann

Still Waiting..

2009-05-26T00:46:00.002+08:00

Very Old Photo

Look Like Some Ah Beng Shit!
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Currently Waiting For Baby To Come Back..
Still Waiting.. :(

A Day With Baby!

2009-05-25T22:23:00.002+08:00

Jean Danker Look Alike

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Start my day off with getting up early for my internship interview.

didn't expect to finish as early as 20minutes!

called baby and went over to her place.

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Reached baby's place, saw her dad.. SCARY AS HELL!!

Her dad look like a BIG SHOT!
Long Hair! (Tale)

Bleach Hair! (Gold)

2 Ear Piercings! (Gold)

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My balls shrank! thank god he doesn't have tattoos!

Well he's a nice person, cooked lunch for me and chat with me!

NICE PERSON! BUT SCARY LOOKING!

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Enough of her dad, let's talk about her place..

well when i first got it, ITS HUGE!

but it seem like a zoo to me :D

there were..

BIRDS (Uncountable)

FISHES (Uncountable)

DOG(Fierce!)

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After all.. everything was fine, had lunch there till 12 plus and headed to ikea!

well took a long bus ride there.. so baby and i studied on the way.

Met Daryl & Fiza in ikea.

well we somehow can click together!

laugh our asses off over some stupid stuffs!

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Send baby to school! HOT as hell man! but i had lots of fun with her today!

I LOVE YOU BABY!

Joined Singapore Soccer League

2009-05-25T21:47:00.006+08:00

Nasrin Has Officially Joined This Soccer League

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Okay, finally my soccer team "Nasrin"

has joined this Singapore soccer league called "espzen"

you can find this website on http://www.espzen.com/.

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next week, Sunday we're starting a trial for our standards and the officially league starts on 28June. So our coach has sponsored us

his restaurant name and logo to us.

He's going to set up a table of training schedule for us and supply us with full kits.

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as I'm the youngest in the league I'll have to train more often

and push myself harder

i need more motivation and i have to push myself!!!

Spend The Whole Day With Baby!

2009-05-22T22:20:00.002+08:00

My Model / Girlfriend

Spend The Whole Day With Baby Yesterday..

Yesterday baby came to my place early in the morning, well i have to pick her up from the bus interchange as she is lazy to walk alone, so I've to be the sweetest boyfriend and pick her up :D

so met her in the interchange, i was early! so hugged her like a never hug before! miss her so much now.. so walked with her to my place. First thing she came to my house is drink water, off to bed, snoring like a pig! I've recorded her snore!

After sleeping, woke her up and went to IMM to have our lunch, at my dad's shop "Red Ginger" i had my laksa and baby had her VEGETABLES with rice and chicken wings, well we saw familiar faces to me then walked around to shop for her stuff, didn't manage to find. So we went to MacDonald to have MILO MC Flurry! Her first time trying cause i said nice! So she had hers and loved it while i sat there and look at her with my vanilla milkshake! Left and went back to my place to watch ramen girl.

Watched ramen girl, then met Derek and went down to fetch gen from her place. Drop baby off to work at Jurong point, den we went to Maxwell market for dinner and Vivo to buy THUMPER'S hay and stuffs! then went back down to baby's place to pick her up from work.

Went to Clementi's Pasa Malam! bought ramily burger den headed to West Coast Park for ice cream. Baby ordered HAPPY MEAL la.. Gen bought ice cream and Derek bought his MC Cafe Fluffy.. had fun there, four of us went crazy with pictures too! then walked around in the park and went back to our place to slack downstairs.

After awhile send baby home! Derek send me back and off to send gen back home and slack there as he has to fetch his dad from Changi Airport.

Well i had a long and fun day with baby and both of them! Memorable day for me!

I LOVE YOU BABY!

US!

2009-05-19T22:37:00.008+08:00

Out With Baby!

2009-05-16T22:35:00.006+08:00

Out With Baby At Esplanade Babe I Think I Love You More Than Yesterday! :P

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I Love You Baby!

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I Made This For Her Using Tissue Paper!

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Met baby at at my house main gate in front of my place,

she decided come to place after work cos

she was bored and she wanted to try my cooking!

haha so yea cooked pasta for her! she LOVED it! hahaha!

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After that we headed down with Gen & Derek to esplanade, had dinner there

MAKANSUTRA!

both of us had this HUGE roti john! could not finish.. sad man!

then walk to the merlion and chilled at coffee bean.

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Down to Marina Barrage after coffee
had loads of fun and pictures!
will upload them later!
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Rushing to blog about this post now..
Cos this dumb dumb wants to see and sleep

Cos she has work tomorrow!

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Love You BABY!

MY GRANDFATHER GAVE ME SOMETHING!

2009-05-14T00:13:00.003+08:00

Introducing The Oldest Cam I'm Having Now Is

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NIKON F3

How I Got It?

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Went over to my grandfather's house to take back my Nikon D60 (picture below)

Cause my cousin went to borrow and left it there.

So I'm guessing, my grandfather was checking out my Nikon D60..

before i left, he was asking if i was using Nikon. So i told him "yea, Nikon D60"

Then he was like " i also have a Nikon, come i show you"

And it came with extended flash! so i no need to buy the Nikon SB900!

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So Here's My New Nikon F3!

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My Nikon D60!

Damn Happy! My First Gift From Him!

But I'm gonna bring it down to SUNSHINE PLAZA "Camera Hospital"

To check on the camera :)

WTF?

2009-05-13T01:49:00.001+08:00

I'm Just Being Fucked Up Now..

What The Hell Is Wrong With Me?

Sigh.. Why Must I Screw Things Up?

FUCK!

Chatting With Chicken Little Now..

Not In A Good Mood.. :(

HAHA!

2009-05-11T00:24:00.005+08:00

The Bunny & Me :D

Thumper!

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Well, since I've nothing to do i shall blog for the sick of my boredness!

currently in a happy mood this weekend!

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Let's start we last Thursday, met Jayla for MacDonald's breakfast! well we had a great one! haven been having MacDonald's breakfast for quite sometime! well she had a big breakfast meal for a big start! and i had my HOTCAKES WITH SAUSAGE! BETTER THAN YOURS! enjoying every minute of it! haha!

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After breakfast, she came over and we watched a movie "What Happens In Vegas". Was a great movie and laughed alot! after movie she had to attend school so send her off to the bus stop. I had fun! seriously i did!

Was suppose to meet her after class, but she was tired so we didn't meet up, well its alright! we still had fun! gonna meet up soon xD

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last Friday, gen had bought this new adorable pet bunny named "Thumper!"

he's so adorable la! i just wanna hug him! but i cant.. he's only 2 months old! haha!

Have been meeting thumper almost everyday but not today, kinda lazy to go out and see him.. talking to her instead! haha!

Well i feel much better now

at lease I've clear things out

and talk things and shared, i feel much better now :)

now I'm just waiting.

END!

THREE'S A CROWD..

2009-05-06T22:46:00.004+08:00

Stay with me

Don't fall asleep too soon

The angels can wait for a moment

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Come real close

Forget the world outside

Tonight we're alone

It's finally you and I

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It wasn't meant to feel like this

Not without you

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Cos when I look at my life

How the pieces fall into place

It just wouldn't rhyme without you

When I see how my path

Seem to end up before your face

The state of my heart

The place where we are

Was written in the stars

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Don't be afraid

I'll be right by your side

Through the laughter and pain

Together we're bound to fly

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I wasn't meant to love like this

Not without you

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Cos when I look at my life

How the pieces fall into place

It just wouldn't rhyme without you

When I see how my path

Seem to end up before your face

The state of my heart

The place where we are

Was written in the stars

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I made a few mistakes, yeah

Like sometimes we do

Been through lot of heartache

But I made it back to you

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Cos when I look at my life

How the pieces fall into place

It just wouldn't rhyme without you

And when I see how my path

Seem to end up before your face

The state of my heart

The place where we are

Was written in the stars

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When I look at my life

How the pieces fall into place

It just wouldn't rhyme without you

When I see how my path

Seem to end up before your face

The state of my heart

The place where we are

Was written in the stars

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The state of my heart

The place where we are

Was written in the stars

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I'm so confuse now..

What is love?

What is the feeling of being love?
Why are there always so many questions on my mind?

Am i in love?

I really don't know.. damn..

END

HAPPY OR SAD?

2009-05-04T21:47:00.004+08:00

HAPPY/SAD ?

Well Answer is Both..

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Well a reason for being happy is i've just received

a phone call from Chef Ivan Yeo from Park Hotel, City Hall.

I'm going down to meet him personally to see his kitchen

and follow him to his new hotel to see his setup and stuffs on wednesday.

it's about my intership, attachment for 6 months training with him.
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Lately i've been feeling like shit, i've no idea what's wrong with me..

having alot of stress, i know i aint good in stuff but it makes and effort trying right?

somebody please teach me or tell me the right words or the right thing to do..

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I'll do what it takes to be with you..

END

STRESS LA CB!

2009-05-04T21:09:00.005+08:00

Wow have not been blogging for days.

Have been really busy with my school project on life skill, final year school project on FBEC, soccer trainings on Thursdays and matches on weekends..

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Last week was totally pack, rushed everything last minute for my school project, cos Wednesday was the deadline, have done alot of photo taking and PowerPoint slides and my report for the whole project. So now left with big school event, FBEC! gotta go all out on this final project! Selling tickets! after all these.. then.. EXAMS!

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Had training on Thursday night (usual) next week wanna ask the pig accompany me :D hahaha! gotta train real hard man, heard our team will be joining Singapore's ESPZAN league :) Though I'm the youngest, I'm still lousy.. need to buck up! NEVER BACK DOWN!

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Played a match on Saturday, my second team played well. Chales Team (for fun) but I'm really lack of stamina, every 15 minutes of intense running.. i went out of breath somehow (FAT!) haha then i was suppose to meet my piggy, but i didn't.. really regretted not meeting her.. i really want too.. but i made a wrong decision.. still thinking about it.. :( I'm so sorry, i wanna make it up to you soon.. if we meet up.. awww.. :(

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Match on Sunday, played against Singapore Soccer Academy (young team) drew with them 1-1. Headed down to Changi Village to have dinner with the team, den headed home and rest for the whole night.

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I think i really do miss you badly..

GYM, PROJECT

2009-04-28T00:51:00.002+08:00

Went To Gym Today With Khairul, Met Augustine & Chengpheng.

After Gym Went To Some Void Deck And Had Projects Discussions..

Went Home Did My Jeep! (GETTING SICK OF IT!)

Now Just Finish Doing My Project Report..

Chatting with her.. HAHAHA!

Photo Hunting!

2009-04-25T02:21:00.002+08:00

That's Me..

Went for photo hunting today with Ray.
Check out the pictures in my photo blog :D
d-style-photography.blogspot.com
Thanks!

Boring

2009-04-23T22:43:00.011+08:00

Taken By Me

Fullerton Hotel, Sky Terrace

School was average, had a class photoshoot today! haha totally AWESOME! Hope i can take the pictures from the school soon and post here :D Kinda bored now, so chatting with someone :)

SCHOOL!

2009-04-22T17:14:00.011+08:00

Woke up super late this morning!

SHE FORGOT TO CALL ME! HAHAH NVM! DON'T BLAME YOU! MY FAULT :D

was late for school! lucky quite afew classmates were also late..

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!~YESTERDAY~!

Haha! Had School, Totally Fun! Haha!

(Pictures Will Do The Talking)

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When We Have Nothing Do To..GUNS! Testing Ray's New Cannon EOS 450D
I'm Watching You!
Yuan Yang! Monkey!
Yuan Yang 009

Haha! Cat's Eyes!

Class Was Empty..

Laugh Until Face Red! HAHA!

After school, went back to snooze awhile as i was freaking tired after pe and fund raising/meetings. Woke up quite late for dinner, mum bought MAC'S back. Then started building my "JEEP Crashing Out Of The Wall" took a couple of hourse doing the base and the engine, was doing alright until i started webcaming!

Started webcaming by showing Khairul and Xuan Yan the jeep, the followed by Small Chicken & she showed me her new tattoo (Was Awesome!) then showed my cousin. Last but not lease is HER.

I showed her my jeep, and guess what she say? ITS LIKE A CHAIR! lols hahah then we started chatting on webcam until quite late, had fun eh! funny patheic faces! hahhaa den she showed me her "Ba Chium" was huge! GET WELL SOON LA! DUMB DUMB!

Then off to bed.. Damn Tired!

2009-04-14T23:16:00.003+08:00

Argh Sharks! I'm Down With Flu..
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Take a look at my first week of school's time-table :

Monday: No Class (not sure of reason)

Tuesday: Fund Raising & Event discussion

Wednesday: No Class (not sure of reason)

Thursday: Service Quality (not sure whose the teacher)
Friday: No Class (not sure of reason)

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Isn't It Amazing? Well since I've nothing to do, so i did up my own time-table :D

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Monday: Gym with Augustine At Clementi Sport Complex

Tuesday: Gym with Augustine At Clementi Sport Complex

Wednesday: Basketball With Schoolmates At Augustine's House
Thursday: Gym I Guess?

Friday: Maybe A Movie?

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Keep Myself Fit :D

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Well well, first day of school started on a Tuesday.. still no teacher today, just us doing some FYP discussion, and fund raising.. Nothing much, went to the gym with Augustine and headed home. Had muscle cramps today, below my chest, and my whole right arm.. guess I've exerted too much! haha

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Caught "MALL COP" just now, pretty awesome show! really appreciate it :D shows that fat or ugly people may not be perfect in others eyes, but deep down there's something others don't have.. which is "courage" to show what they can do.. a really touching show and super funny! if you have not watch go catch it! :D

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I don't know what's wrong with my feelings, have not felt so happy and cared for so long.. i feel loved somehow :)

Class Chalet

2009-04-12T00:01:00.004+08:00

Okay My First Picture With Her!

AWESOME!

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GUYS IF YOU WANT THE CHALET PICTURES ASK ME ONLINE!

I'M TOO LAZY TO POST! SORRY!

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Anyway have been clubbing & I've got drunk like a motherfucker, pictures will be up ASAP!

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Went for zoo today with Gen & cousin, well was totally awesome but God decided to cry alot today (raining) so didn't visit much places.. but still i had fun! saw the white tiger! haha polar bear, snakes! bears, ah mengs family, huge ass crocs! and many other cute animals! :D

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After zoo, headed down to town, but didn't shop with them cause i realise i had important church mass to go to.. and if i don't go, dad will nag like hell.. so trained down then bused.. haha! almost late!

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Went to church just now, sit..stand..kneel.. sit..stand..kneel.. for 3 hrs! cannot blame Easter mass! haha! after that had my favourite maggie goreng and teh cino ice! at west coast NUS side. AWESOME!

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Now.. BORING! MAN UNITED WON AGAIN! WOO! CHELSEA SUCKS!

CHALET CUM SUPPER

2009-04-06T15:44:00.004+08:00

Woke up late as usual, cause of the late night suppers and fun :D

Update Later :D

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Okay, back to blogging from yesterday, bob came to pick me up yesterday since he has his bike license, so took freaking long to journey from my place to Pasir Ris "Aloha Loyang".. and his bike was a low CC, can't complain much cos he sends me there.

Reached the chalet, around 4 plus.. freaking boring cause the BBQ only starts at 8 and we're just hanging out in the chalet, some were sleeping, some were playing PS2, some were on the laptop. Yuan Yang and me was just in another room listening to music and shouting like monkeys! and slept awhile.. haha!

Slept until Jocelyn message me saying that she's coming to the BBQ :D:D so ask bob once again to send me to Pasir Ris interchange to meet her den bring her to aloha Loyang. So when we got there, guess what!!! LYDIA AND JOCELYN ARE ACTUALLY NEIGHBOURS!!! WTF!! HAHA! and so the BBQ started and had fun till late at night!

After BBQ, cousin and gen came to fetch Jocelyn and me back, cause she has classes tomorrow and i need my beautiful comfortable bed! haha before going home we headed to Simpang Bedok for supper! had ICE MILO & ROTI KING!!! AWESOME!

After supper went to changi to see planes take or and touch down :D hahah pretty awesome! loving it man! den send gen back home first, cos she stay opposite, den send Jocelyn back. I didn't expect her to stay at this place where my dad always bring me to eat good food! and she's LYDIA'S NEIGHBOUR! :D den went home :D

PICTURES! AT NIGHT! PLEASE WAIT :)

2009-04-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

CHOW CHOW!

Going at $2500 At Pasir Ris Pet Farm. I WANT!

So today, drag my half-dead body to CHURCH! cos I've not been going for months :D POWER EH? haha! cos its "palm Sunday" den went home and sleep for freak 2 hrs.. went for soccer :D haha! enjoyed my day! looking forward to next match! 5 - 1!!!

SPORTS WEEK!

2009-04-06T00:21:00.003+08:00

This Week - Contacted Secondary School Friend :D & Money Gone, Really Totally Gone!

Well let's start with, i knew this person from my secondary school all along, but never really chatted until now, its like "WOW" out of a sudden, saw her on facebook and somehow chatted:) now i can really say: "people do really change". And "WOW" again cos her tattoo is really really awesome! Haha :D wish i had one!

This week I've went for my interview at Park Hotel Group opposite peninsula plaza.. well can say it was successful but don't be too confident yet :D haha hope i can get in this hotel for my attachment in July.

After interview, went back home to shower and change and went out with cousin and Gen. Met cousin at home den meet Gen in city hall, cos she wanna get something for her 21st birthday dress. While waiting for her with my cousin.. guess who i saw.. "JOEY!" haha BEST! both of us was like totally shock to see her.. haha! Cos before we saw each other, i told my cousin that there's a "bird".. But found out that is was her! haha! LOL! So we went to have sakae sushi in Marina Square haha and had fun there :D haha!

Went home to change again to went for my usual, Thursday soccer. Played till 2.30am, was totally shagged out! SHAGGED OUT! went to nasrin to rest, had a couple or fries and chill there.. went home at 4.30 -5am , immediately K.O!

Woke up 4hours later, cos Gen book a badminton game for us at SIA sport club at 12.. so i had to drag my dead ass body up and to Changi.. after badminton.. I HAD A REALLY LONG ASS GOOD SHOWER! :D:D:D and we went to find the nearest sakae sushi, cos we're like the hungriest! so headed to Changi Airport Terminal 2.. eat like a bore or maybe worse :D

After everything, cousin and i had to take a long ass journey back home.. so slept in the train like pigs with our mouth open and many people staring at us! haha!

K.O for 24 hrs!

Back To Blog!

2009-04-05T23:42:00.004+08:00

Last Weekend - Formula 1 & Nasrin Soccer Match
Lately I've not been blogging, cos I'm so shagged out and freaking out of time to blog.. Spend my last weekend watching FORMULA 1 in Melbourne and my soccer match at siglap secondary school which was then canceled at the last min, when i was already there, FUCK!

The New Honda, Jenson Button

NIGHT SAFARI

2009-03-23T14:27:00.016+08:00

NIGHT SAFARIHuge Ariana Fish..
No Idea What Fish Is It..

Looks Like Pula-Ubin..

Gen!

Sweet!

The Lil Girl Was So Daring...

I Love The Picture Background

Gen Always Know Where The Cam Is!

Lovely..

The Cousins..

Ah Meng Got Caught!

Look At Gen's Face!

Hahahahahaha! Her Face!!

Us At Night Safari

Awesome Effect!

The Map.. AND WE WALKED EVERYWHERE!

Blue Dots!

How Nice! My Snack From Gen!

Otters!

END!

Life..

2009-03-18T21:20:00.004+08:00

Back To The Past..Captured By Me.

Lately I've been thinking alot. Thinking alot on my past, my present and my future.. So many questions are in my head and so many things to do in my life, what am i suppose to do now? I'm quite lost in my own world now.. somebody or anybody please guide me or give me a signal.. God help me find a path which leads me out of these problems.. Please Help Me..

Thinking about my past hurts me alot, lately I've been thinking about my own life, love, my past relationships and whatever shit things I've done before. I'm really regretting it alot right now..

My Life/Past

Well I've been living my life for the past 17 cum 18 years already.. I'm feeling like a "BIG LOSER" in the family.. whatever things I've done or I've failed to do always fails me and bring me down to the bottom of the earth.. Why is this happening to me? Nothing right is going right for me.. take two examples.. 1) In football i suck.. I'm already trying very hard.. why am i still that bad? 2)In Education I'm gone with it, i really regret not studying already.. but why am i still so dumb? God Please Help Me..

Love/Past

There's this very person in my head which gave me the most memorable time of my life.. I will not name this person here, cos she has a boyfriend for 5months already.. Ever since I've met her, she's change my life, we were never together but it was so memorable.. Thank You (That Very Person) If i could turn back time i would be more courageous and open out my heart to you girl.. i really regret at that time for not telling you that i love you.. oh well past is past i cant have the power to turn back time, i really hope you and him last long alright? take care and oh almost forgot.. happy 18Th birthday to you :D I guess I've to let you go now..

I hope everything will be alright soon, God Please Help Me On The Way..

Hvae You Seen This Before?

2009-03-17T16:15:00.002+08:00

Seen This Kind Of Werid Animals Before?

Chicken Head With Rhino Body.. (WEIRD!)

This Looks Cute But WEIRD..

Lamb Head With Hamster Body.. (WEIRD!!)

Cat WIth Rat Tail.. (WEIRD!!!)
I Cant Figure Out What The Hell Is This Freak! (WEIRD!!!!)

Parrot Head With Dog Body.. (WEIRD!!!!!)

WHAT THE HELL IS THE WORLD TURNING INTO?

BROKE.. DAMN!

2009-03-16T15:09:00.005+08:00

I'M OFFICICALLY BROKE LIKE HELL!!

Somehow I've been losing alot of money from my own pocket and my very own bank account, wondering "where have my money gone too?" I need to get a job badly and earn some money for my rainy days! SOMEONE? ANYONE? HELP!!!

ME..

Lately i feel kinda out of place in the world, I've no idea why. Everywhere i go i see many people with happy faces and happily chilling out with friends, some even attached happily.. i know people have problems.. but why does mine come all straight at ones? FUCK! i hope everything will be alright soon and wish i may find that person to come by my side and tell me is okay.. i just need a hug badly now.. :(

SOCCER

Well I've been kinda busy this few weeks with the sports that i always love, "soccer" and of cos.. my favourite "Supper!". Well i do suck at soccer, cos i kinda like started off late and my parents didn't like me to play at all. Some how I'm playing for this very team now, its called "NASRIN" its a "SHISHA" place and the owner is an Arabian and he is currently now an S-LEAGUE player for Woodlands Wellington Fan Club. He's also our coach :D

THE TEAM

So as usual, I'm the youngest in the team and still learning as much as i can. This team is very famous cos many of them are well known in Singapore. Some players are : Moshee (Currently an S-League player & also OUR COACH!) Luthfri (ex Singapore young lions goalkeeper, currently a Medic) Shafiq (Singapore drifter, Student) Imran (Singapore Silat CHAMPION, teaching kids Silat!) Yusuff shah (Singapore's Famous Drifter, Motocross Model, Silat Fighter, SMU Student)

ONE OF THE TEAMMATE HAKIM (NASRIN, CAPTAIN)

Hakim had an bad head injury during the game yesterday at Termasak Secondary School. He had a bad contact with the opponent in the head collusion. Was immediately sent to the hospital at east shore. After the game we went to find him, WAS TOLD THAT HE HAS TO GO UNDER PLASTIC SURGERY! cos his blood vessel on the right eye brown burst! after waiting for 30 Min's or 1 hour, he came back and we chatted awhile and left.. GET WELL SOON CAPTAIN!

SUPPER

Supper! my favourite! i love supper alot! but I'm trying to cut down on my eating already, kinda growing very big size now! ****!!! haha! Almost everyday I'll be out for supper with my punk-ass-cousin and his future girlfriend.. haha! kinda feel out of place, like an extra around them.. so I'll seldom go out with them, and i need to save money!

DBL - Part 3

2009-03-09T13:13:00.013+08:00

Derek, Harmeet & IanAn-Jack's
Harmeet With Cups..

He's Just Taking Without Drinking..

Yet Again.. Ian's Finger..

Funny Faces!

Lovely..

The Guys..

Some Of Them..

Sam With Her Funny Face!

Again Sam!!!

Muhd Faizal!!

Ian's Gone..

Ian & Vimal

Punk-Ass-Cousins!

Vimal & Cousins!

Ryan Dancing..

Rory & Steph.. Dancing Or Not?

Pretty Gen!

Harmeet & Me Dancing..

Rockstar!

Natasha Without He High Heels!

She's Still Damn Tall!

Dancing..

Nicholas Patrick Is High!

So Are They!

Me! Haha!

At The Dance Floor!

Sam Is Gone..

So Are They!

Naresh Was A Mad Dancer..

Steph: Drink One More
Rory: Hmmm..

Ryan! Red Apple..

Sam!

Cousin Was High!

Dancing!

CaCat!

Red Apples!

Cute Lil Sam!

Party Peeps!

High!

Dancing

Lean Back! Lean Back!

She's Lost!

Joey, I dunno & Cress

Haha! Awesome! Thanks For Coming!

Muhd Faizal..

Singh!

Lovely Couples!

Party Like A ROCKSTAR!

Style!

Robot!

Madly In love (HAHA!)

Party! Come On!

Look At Joey! Point At Me.. Stealing Her Wallet!

Can See That Naresh Was Falling!

DBL O - Part 2

2009-03-03T23:36:00.016+08:00

Double O - Part 2

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Drunkyards!

Red Face!
High!
Awesome Picture!

Awesome! See The Effects!

7 Jugs Of Alcohol!!

Thanks To Vimal, We Had Great Drinks!

And The Party STARTED!!

Sharing And Getting High!

Punk-Ass-Cousin Is HIGH!

My Turn..

And It Goes On & On & On!

Awesome!

A Lil High..

Look At Sam With The Cat Eye Look!

Naresh: Check Out My Chest Hair!

Cousin Got High..Speaking Rubbish..

Gen! Was High!

Sam With Funny Faces!

Family.. LOLS!

Joey, I Forgot Her Name & SAM

The Girls!

Harmeet & Nicholas Patrick

BEST! & ME :D

I'm Still Going Strong!

Gen Is GONE!

HIGH!

Very!

Ian Looks Lost!

Vimal!

Rory: Kiss Me..
Steph: UH?

He's One Hell Of A Drinker!

GONE!

Still Going!

Joey, Marcus Damien & Nicholas Patrick

Punk-Ass Cousin Is DRUNK!

See! Told Ya!

Look At Gen!.. Red Like APPLE!

Derek Also.. RED DEVIL!

DBL O

2009-03-03T22:55:00.017+08:00

Part 1 Of - DOUBLE O

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Ian , Derek

Naresh, Derek, Ian
Naresh, Brendon, Derek, Ian

With Harmeet!

Sweet Couple

Awesome!

BEST! Put As Blog Photo!

Joey, Gen, Stephanie

The Girls!

Joey, Gen, Natasha, Stephanie

The Guys..

Look At My Head.. Thanks Harmeet!

The First Round Of "BOOZE"

Shots!

Worried Faces.. Harmeet: Cheers

Rory: Give Me One More..

Its Gonna Start Soon..

Waiting..

Birthday Boy & Naresh

Gen! Her First Shot Of The Day!

After That..

"HIGH"

After One Shot..

Group :D

Rory Was High..

Nick's Hand..

Nicholas Patrick, Harmeet & Brendon

I Guess.. I've Cracked A Joke?

Nicholas Patrick Was High..

Boring Harmeet..

Natasha.. Waiting To Dance!

BEST! With Funny Faces!

I Look Drunk.. "WAS NOT!"

Lovely Dovely..

Punk-Ass-Cousin

Sweet!

Oh Wait..!

Look At Gen!

"GONE!"

As Usual, Derek Was Disturbing Gen..

Oh.. Sweet!

I Look Older Than Her! But I'm Not..

Nice!

Awesome!

The Dudes!

Engineer, Lawyer, Computers, Sports Instructor & Navy

Awesome!

Sweet Couples!

Rory Spoiled The Family Photo..

Rory & Nicholas Patrick

Checking Out The Girls..

Love Birds!

Sweet!

High!

Dancing!

Brendon, Marcus Damien

Weird but Cool

Quarreling Or ?

Ryan, Vimal, Marcus Damien

Waiting For Other Drinks

Looked High..

Naughty!

Nicholas Partick's 21st Dinner

2009-03-03T21:34:00.014+08:00

Nicholas Patrick's 21st Dinner!

Look At Best!

Orang Utan! Long Arms..

Brother-In-Laws..

Brendon Aka Muhd Faizal

Again, With The "Face"

Naresh V

Reka

Tabasco Balls!

Pretty BEST!

Dinner..

Birthday Boy

Freddy!

Coldplay Tickets!

More Than 100 Bucks

Totally Awesome Picture!

JOEY!

Jake The "Snake"

My Lagsania..

Peeps!

Lovely Dovely..

Joey Again, Hiding..

Haha She Can Eat Alot!Gen! WTH?

See.. Like What I've Said..

Lovely Dovely..

"ART"

Snake & Ian

"ART"

My Model "BEST"

Look At Ian's Finger..

Vimal

Reka

Lawyer & Pilot

Ian With The "FINGER" Again..

Derek & Ian

He Was Calling Me "SOMETHING"

Chitty-Chat!

Muhd Faizal

Awesome!

Ian , Derek , Brendon & Gen!

Ian , Brendon & Derek.

Natasha - Super Duper Tall!

Harmeet

Peeps!

Lovely Couple..

See What's Behind..

Reka & Vimal

Muhd Faizal

Gen With Her "Fingers"

Bored Look...

Haha My Lovely BEST La!

Haha!

Too Bored..

School Life..

2009-02-28T16:46:00.011+08:00

Shah & Me, Fund Raising! Me In School..

That's Actually Me..

Awesome Day!

Our Teacher & Mentor

That's Me In Chef Uniform With Our Mentor!

Haha Having Fun!

For Huishan, But All Not There..

The Class Photo, But Not All In..

The Class, Not Full..

The Ladies

Old School Peeps!

Marcus Damien, Jeremy, Ray, Cheng Pheng, Jason

Joanna, Leepoh, XuanYan & Lydia

Ray, Jason, Marcus Damien

Joanna, Leepoh, Xuan Yan & Lydia

Jason , Joanna , Leepoh & Shah

Jason, Shah & Marcus Damien

R & D

Kitchen Life..

At Work..

Kian An The 'Undertaker'

Now There's A Job For Him To Do..

Yet Again

The 'Playful Ones'

Vincent The 'Frank Einstein'

Yuan Yang The 'Playful One'

Veron The 'Teacher'

Shah The 'Student'

Mak The 'Dog'

Ray The 'Photographer'

Joanna The 'Lamb'

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